of death and of love
it’s hard for attend a funeral service and don’t shed a tear. yes i do cry on funerals (but not on weddings) - for me, tears will roll down when i see other people cry. eventhough you don’t know the deceased, but if you are close to someone who is close to the deceased, you will feel their sorrow, pain, anguish and somehow, you feel it too. you see their tears, your tears will fall too.
what if you lose your most loved one. your number one supporter. the reason for your living. your other half? of course it’s very, very hard to take and that what has happened to my friend from sabahrhinos.com.
he lost his mother last sunday due to an illness. his dad probably loved his wife so much that he followed her 2 days later, so he lost both of his parents within a span of a few days (the exact detail still unknown to me). so my friend who is also my ‘assistant’ in the portal had to take a prolonged stay in sandakan.
i’m just so sorry i couldn’t be there and comfort him, maybe giving him a hug. i just had to be satisfied with a phone call this early morning.
so sad lah this year. last sunday, my first cousin’s mother-in-law passed away too in Kiulu but I couldn’t make the trip. death here and there. life goes on.
